The Privilege of A Lifetime
Life is something else in Ethiopia. Time
stretches… and droops over the weeks and months.
The winter is dry and bright and the summer
rains saturate my ambitions.
It makes me so mad sometimes to be
swindled,
To be lost in translation
And foreigner money expectations.
To be whistled at and called “hey you,
money money!” more times in a day than I care to count.
When I really do try very hard to make
things work
for the benefit of others.
But sometimes they expect per diem,
They expect I will provide something
magical like
I have bottomless pockets and the solutions
for all life’s hardships.
…I don’t.
But…I still love the freedom in Ethiopia. Freedom
from the USA daily grind,
No credit card bills, traffic jams,
constant flashing streams of unavoidable overwhelming technology.
No, here there are Cows and goats in the
streets, old men sitting at the corner playing cards and chewing chat. It is
easy to just
…relax..
to be master of my own day…
to have the respect (or at least the
attention) of those I work with.
And now after a year of getting my hands
dirty and getting things done..
I
deserve that respect, at least a little.
I don’t just get it based on the color of
my skin,
but on the content of my character.
And I am so privileged to be here and have
all my basic needs taken care of.
To have the privilege to experience
something really truly special.
And the PCV Ethiopia privilege is so so
very unique.
To have this once-in-a-lifetime experience
and opportunity when so
many in the world are out of work, are
without basic necessities.
It is to be cherished…
In good times and in bad
This is what builds character.
There is no Peace Corps reporting form for
character development
But it is the biggest thing I think.
Realizing just how fortunate I am to be
born into a caring family in a wealthy country.
It is my responsibility to share what I
have here.
My energy, my possessions, my heart.
Positivity and energetic attitude can be as
valuable as money in a place where many people have been born into a society of
defeated spirits.
For some Ethiopians they seem unable to
dream a different and better life for themselves.
As an American I am never short on dreams
and ambitions.
The ability to self-educate through a
simple internet search I will never take for granted again.
So…..I Keep pushing forward, finding those who share my passion; dropping those who don’t.
Time here is too short to be frustrated
with what is wrong, I must find what is right.
Wow..I really appreciate your hopeful and resourceful attitude Dev. Your writing is becoming more powerful too...I cried when I read your moving insights. Hugs and kisses to you and Jill. See y'all in less than a yr! Watch for Chris',the returned PCV, email coming soon. love,Momma Rosanne
ReplyDeleteDevin I am just checking in after a while not reading your blog. This is really great. Certainly food for thought when I get bogged down in "first world problems." Hopefully when you come home our visits will coincide and I will be able to hear about everything in person. Safe travels and congrats on becoming an Uncle!
ReplyDeleteI love this!! You are missed Devin!
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